Just Me, Him and You!: December 2010

Times I look around and everyone seems hard faced

Forcing me to harden my face in confusion

Times I smile but some make their face even harder, probably thinking ‘is she ok?’

Yea I’m fine, just, according to you, a little insane

The thing is my sanity comes from the wisdom of the Most High

As the wisdom of the world is foolishness in the eyes of God

At times I walk and a laugh just bursts out

People stare and wonder where the nearest institution is

They think I’m insane

Well, yes I am, but not in the way you see it

I’m insane for the Big Man upstairs

I can look at trees and smile

I can look at a wall and whisper ‘thank you’

I can smile or even say hello at random

I can talk but with no one physically there to listen

All which you think makes me insane

So yes world I’m insane

I’m insane for God

When I see a tree and smile, it’s because no matter how big it gets it can never be as big as Him

When I look at my wall and whisper a ‘thank you’, I believe that my delivery to the King is sharpish

When I smile or even say hello to you at random, that’s just me trying to show the smallest fraction of God’s love

When I talk and you think there’s no one there, believe Someone is. Jehovah is.

So yes world, I do things out of your normalities

I don’t see the world as the be all and end all

I don’t hang my head low just to blend in with the majority

Neither do I agree that there is no God and that you just somehow came into existence

So in your eyes, I’m insane

However, these things do not qualify me for the institutions that you have to offer

The institution I need and dream to get to is Heaven

So world please don’t try to stop me or what you call my insanity

It’s part of what I need to qualify me for my dream institution

Just Me, Him and You!